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So here I am back in Sweden, again, an again. Again after beeing one year in Europe(Switzerland) and then again because I just came home from 2 weeks in Italy, Sicily, Zafferana Etnea.

I came home beginning og August, home to Sweden were I lived before I went away. Washed my clothes and then went nort, to Öresunf to vivist the Crsistian festival, comming every year. Got refilled by The Holy Spirit and got nev power to fight everything bad comming against me. I also leraned a lot of new stuff, mots important; how to se life in a new light. Be positve, find everything positive above al.
Then a veryu best friend of mine got married, wonderful.

Then I workede, looking for new work, going to meetings, playing football, planing the future and alot more. Until it 10 days later was time to got to the Airport to fly to Catania, Sicily, Italy. It took me one day; landing int Brussels, waiting 6 hours, delays, landing att 22:30 in Catani. Beeing forgotten.. not really just error in kommuniaktion with time. Meet Marita, wonderful. Its better to be lost as a pair than totaly alone. So there we where lokking for red people, no not red people. People with red T-shirt. But no. Finally the came, and together we waited for the Egyptian People. Then we went, by car, which was droven by a crazy driver. One hour and al of us felt really bad. Up and down, curves and acceleration, not neccecary. Italian people doesnt know what it means to drive "green".
The education we got was way over al excpectaions I could ever have. We learned a lot, from early in the morning til late after midnight, without any unneccecary brakes. I learned a lot and even got a Identity card, so here I am today a fullfilled clown to 100%.
Knowing everything the thory, the sciense and the practical things. Al I need to do to day is practice and practisce and and and.....
I am looking forward to THE day I will perform and then the day we will perform.

A few days with Marita was alos lovely, travleing al around the Island; Catania to Messina to Palermo and back to Catania. Living in a tent, sleeping on the Beach(Playa), eating fast food, sleeping on a trainstation, eating vegetables cooked on our trainagakitchen :) Sleeping a lot everey here and ther. Seeing a lot of monuments, Churches(Iglesia), learning a lot Italian, Swimming and eating. And dont forget al hours in trian, bus or tram. It was more or less what we did, reached the goals of ther Red Cross value; leran to know a nother COuntry, culture and language. Yes we did!
Back in Sweden everything feels bad, just beeing depressed. Staying in touch with al the other Clowns, I know 19 other feels the same as I do. Want to go back, to practice and make people laugh. Help the vulnerable to be able to escape their everyday life. Escapism is the word, our vision and our goal.

So here I am starting a new trip on monday, butthis time to an unknown destination. Because I dont know were this work is takeing me. I just know this is my second biggest dream, what I want to do in life.

The first thing was work for the Red Cross and I have done and will go on doing.
Yes, I know my dreams werent unreachable, but for me they were at the time I thought about it, they were. but today I see they werent.

To Do:
- Red Cross (Done)
- Teacher (Doing)
- Parafly (Done)
- Learn Russian (Started)
- Learn Spain (Going to, jan 09)
- Serve (Doing every day)